This was something I needed to do. When we first met, I never really thought I would like you and you begged me to be with you. I felt like I actually mattered and we dated and then you left which wasn't your fault and I understood. You came back and you made me fall in love all over again with the little things you did, nobody made me feel good. My parents were so negative and I was in such a negative environment and it felt so amazing to have someone to face time and calm me down. You helped my anxiety so much you were the only thing that calmed me down. I stayed through everything you did and were doing and maybe that made me pathetic or vulnerable I don't know but it felt right to be in love with you. You're gone now and I have to learn to accept that. It hasn't been easy, I cry and cry and I ask myself why wasn't I enough? Why was it so easy for you to leave me and find another soul? Was I not important enough? I thought I made you feel the same, it hurts that you are gone but I have to let you go. This is how I wanted to let go and If you listen to any of them, I hope you know you shattered my heart and I never want to talk to you again. I want you to understand what you did to me was wrong, and wherever you end up in life, it won't be with me. Goodbye C.
released January 27, 2017
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