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I've never looked at mirrors when I'm at school. Is it some sort of problem that I have that I choose to ignore? Some self conscious thing I don't know I feel ashamed to look at myself. I hate knowing I am in this skin and I wish I could wake up from this nightmare
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A sad song or something
01:03
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I feel like crumbled leaves on the sidewalk when you're passing by. I feel like I'm almost something but then I am just there, I am crushed by all the lives I am not living
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there's moments when I'm with someone that I think this is all I'm ever going to be. Someone who doesn't talk or has nothing ever interesting to say. I sit in a car with someone and listen to them talk and I am so happy they are alive, me not so much.
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Saturday dream
01:46
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I wish I could touch someone without shaking. the thought of being so afraid of physical contact makes me so sad. I just want love and I want it more than anything. I want to drown in happiness but instead I'm drowning in my depression and there is no lifeguard for my life.
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I don't think I was ever getting better, do you know many times I've tried to die? How many different ways. If you want a real good Suicide have an artist kill themselves. It will be nothing less of a master piece
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The end
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the sun, moon, and stars may align but not in this lifetime. Such a shame. Take care .
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