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This is the end, and I am terrified

by I was happy when I was a kid

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I've never looked at mirrors when I'm at school. Is it some sort of problem that I have that I choose to ignore? Some self conscious thing I don't know I feel ashamed to look at myself. I hate knowing I am in this skin and I wish I could wake up from this nightmare
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I feel like crumbled leaves on the sidewalk when you're passing by. I feel like I'm almost something but then I am just there, I am crushed by all the lives I am not living
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there's moments when I'm with someone that I think this is all I'm ever going to be. Someone who doesn't talk or has nothing ever interesting to say. I sit in a car with someone and listen to them talk and I am so happy they are alive, me not so much.
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I wish I could touch someone without shaking. the thought of being so afraid of physical contact makes me so sad. I just want love and I want it more than anything. I want to drown in happiness but instead I'm drowning in my depression and there is no lifeguard for my life.
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I don't think I was ever getting better, do you know many times I've tried to die? How many different ways. If you want a real good Suicide have an artist kill themselves. It will be nothing less of a master piece
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The end 00:56
the sun, moon, and stars may align but not in this lifetime. Such a shame. Take care .

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unedited. I am stripped and I am raw. My emotions leak out of my eyes and I am a journal. I have mistakes and I own up to them. I did this to show my pure self. Nothing less, Nothing more, enjoy
and thank you for listening to my thoughts. It will always mean the world.

The end.

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released August 20, 2016

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